KiwiFruit07

I am in a really sappy mood. SO I AM GOING TO POST A REALLY EMOTIONAL JOURNAL.

For all of those out there who:

Feel like you don't matter
Feel like we hate you
Feel like there's nothing you can do
Feel like the world just doesn't need you
Feel like we don't care
Feel desperate
Feel like you want to cry every moment
Feel like you're a burden on us all
Feel unloved
Feel useless
Feel like you want to end it all
Feel like doing so will make us all happy
Feel like ending your life will make ours easier or better
Feel like it wouldn't matter if you did, since no one loves you
Hate who you are

Just keep in mind that:

You do matter
We don't hate you
You can do everything, if you put your mind to it
We all need you.
We do care.
There's no need to be desperate; chances are, you're being blind
Don't cry. Instead, smile.
You aren't a burden.
We love you.
You aren't useless.
Why end it all when there's so much you can do?
It will make us unhappy and angry with you
It will make our lives harder and sadder
We all love you, do you not see?
You shouldn't hate who you are. The you that you hate is the you that we love.

I really thought journal skins were for premium members only. Maybe I'm just behind the times. I dunno. I'm confused. XD

Okay, I just need something happy to write about since all of my recent journal entries have just been depressing as all get out...So perhaps I shall just talk about the fun I had yesterday.

SO YESTERDAY, me and my two lovelies ( and Gabby, who doesn't have a deviantART) went out for a photoshoot in the forest. We got my mom's friend, who is a brilliant photographer, to take our pictures. We got so many beautiful pictures of all of us, and she's currently in the process of editing the 358 we got! Once she's done I will post them, because they are even better than studio photos, in my opinion (although I'll only post a small portion of those, because we did get a lot).

Also, me and are so happy, we're actually getting more readers of our story, Enigma! So, if you read it and enjoy it, please spread the love! We're in desperate need of fans! *gets down on knees, puppy dog eyes* Please, please, please read it! I'm horrible, just advertising like this. Here's a link to the Fanfiction.net link, if you want to read it there: www.fanfiction.net/s/8773383/1…
Here's a brief summary: "Gabby and Caliegh have always been different, despite being twins. But 5 years of being apart from each other allowed them to fully change into, almost, completely different people. Reuniting at the infamous Hetalia Academy, they're not pleased to find how their twin has turned out. Still, they're forced back together by one mutual thing in their new lives: complicated romance." Yes, it is a writer insert. It's in the point of view of each of us for every other chapter. But please don't judge it based on that. :/ JUST PLEASE, GIVE IT A CHANCE!

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